It’s already a month after we met. Our first meeting.
I was surprised you finally did that trip. It’s not a long trip but it makes me happy and means everything to me.

I will never expect that you will be mine. I just wish we are back to be a friend.
But what happened on that trip, the way you treat me, makes me think who we are.

Now, you already back to your country.
We talking each other every single day…those voice call, and our first Skype….makes me believe you are my boyfriend… until few days ago…when we busy with our own world and the communication going rare.

I just don’t want lose you for the second time. I just wish that this is gonna be my last one until the end of my life.

June 20th, 2015