Are you happy?

Someone asking me this question. If he asking me this morning, maybe I will said yes. But because he asking me now (after 3 pm), I said no.

I’m not happy because someone that I like will marry another girl that I know he doesn’t like this girl. He will marry her because he has to save his employees. He will marry her because of his company. He will marry her because she already crying in front of all immigration peoples.

And I’m sad…crying out loud…I’ve been waiting that he will open a chance for me. I’ve been waiting because I think I love him….I like him….

Is he happy with her? Will you happy with her?  Sometimes it looks like selfish. I’m too selfish….I want him with all of my heart.

Jan 30th, 2013 5.08PM