Mon Chéri Bébé

It started on Nov 18th 2019, and it became closer since 8 Jan 2020. Today, April 28th 2022 and it is over. I should know if this would never be a lasting relationship. My expectation is too high, and I’m too much with my fantasy that this gonna be a great relationship.

Mon chéri bébé, thank you for this online relationship. Covid is (almost) over, each country already open their border, but you choose to ended it and not try to the best for this relationship.

C ~ April 28th, 2022, 2.09PM

June’s sad story #2

I thought I can face this… but unfortunately I can’t… Something is missing in my day. And I just can’t handle it.

I thought I will be strong… but, I am not.

What should I do…?

June 5th, 2019

11.07PM

C

PS: Today is his birthday 😦

June’s Sad Story

2014, June 17th… he broke with me…. And to be honest that time because I was to possessive with him.

2015, May 12th… we back as a couple

2019, June 3rd, 2 days before his birthday, he do that again…

Another sad story… another broke up… It’s not easy to move on… too many stories between us. But life must go on.

3rd June, 2019.

11.21PM

C

Pilihan

Aku memilih untuk mencintaimu…

Aku memilih untuk mengalah darimu…

Aku memilih untuk tidak berargumentasi denganmu…

Aku memilih untuk menerima keputusanmu, meskipun aku kecewa dengan keputusanmu…

Aku memilih untuk mengerti isi hatimu….

Terlalu banyak airmata yang mengalir… mungkin ini waktunya memilih untuk terus seperti itu atau pergi melangkah maju tanpamu…

C

May 14th, 2019

12.20AM

just an unimportant writing

day 12 on 3rd month of this year….

I might be just a little splash for your life, but doesn’t mean you can throw me away just like a piece of trash.

I might be a little rock that suddenly appear in your life, but doesn’t mean I ruin your whole live.

We are not supposed to be hate each other… let be friend and start it over.

 

March 15th, 2018

C, 3.51pm

 

 

 

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I never thought he will said okay and the most surprised thing is when he finally came to meet me.

It’s been a long time since I met you and it was a good time we can talk 🙂

Jakarta
March 10th 2016
C
7.18pm

Dream and bucket list

24 days has past since the New Year.
24 memorable days that already fill our live.

Most of us must be wrote it made our resolution or our bucket list. Learn from the past or renew last year’s resolution, we settled the new goal of our life.

Me? My resolution? Just one….wanna be a better person. Nothing big or cool…just a simple wish yet hard to do it.

But I had a lots of list on my bucket list. Getting married, more wealthy than last year, travelling around the world, better job, and so on.

4 days to go to my 34 years old. Been thinking about my 33 years of life. Lots of things happened….ups and downs…everything happened for its reason. So I believe what already happened in my life, God has plan for me. I don’t know yet….but I am sure that God always taking care of me.

I wish you can keep your resolution.

Jan 24th, 2016
7.26on
C

My best nine moments in 2015

If we know now, there is an apps on Instagram named best nine 2015 which is the best 9 photos who got lots of hearts aka likes. Well, honestly I was didn’t know that there is an apps (lols) so I pick randomly pict which is representation my best moment on 2015. (Fyi, I finally use that apps and got 9 picts which is had lots hearts hehehe)

Okay…now I want to share to all of you my best 9 moments on 2015.

1. I still have my besties, J. He’s one of the lots of best things in my life. I always grateful I met him 46 months ago. Eventhough we are a long distance friendship but just like other friendship we also have our ups and downs moments. And we realized that those ups and downs makes our relationship stronger. The best man in my life after my dad and my brother 🙂

2. I met my dearest one boyfriend. Yup after our “broke up” moment and no conversation for 10 months, I decided to re-add his FB and  he accepted my request. Then we met for real 🙂 and no need to explain what happened next because it would be a novel lol

3. My bounding with my family members (mom, sister and brother) is getting better but we still build on our financial problem. Thanks to God who always provide everything.

4. My company who still hired me 🙂 and I was moved to other dept. Still in marketing but I handled local project now and makes me travelling to other city. What a blessing 🙂

5. Finally I quit from my dance group. It was a tearing moment when I dance and handle my second line dance group for the last time. I love that job but I have to quit because I don’t have moment for me time and also I busy with my new job. But I thankful because I met lots of people, have sisters from other parents (aka my dancers), met celebrity and take a pict with them.

6. My boss was retired and we have a new boss. I little bit upset and sad when he told us that he will leave. I have a tearing eye that time. I love my boss and I love working with him. I learned lots of things with him. Also I knew his wife and we had a good relationship. I love madam (the way I called my boss’ wife hahaa). She is a nice woman, and very patience person (compared to my boss that very impatient person lol)

7. The fallen of my tab 😦 little bit upset and makes me arghhhh angry and disappointed. But well it taught me lots hahaaha and I have to buy a new phone now 😦

8. Coloring my hair with my fav color….purple!!! First time in my life hahahaha

9. My birthday on this beginning year. Spent my night with my best friend ever 🙂 love them so much.

Well that’s my best nine moments in my life.
How about you guys? What is your best nine moments? Or maybe more?

Have a blast 2016 for all readers.

Dec 31, 2015
9.12 pm
C

Just a stupid writing #3

Women are unique. Men sometimes always complaints about how we think.

1. If women suddenly become quiet, makes sure you have to remember what you have done or said to us before we become quiet.

2. If we said OK, or nothing, it’s mean we mad or angry or disappointed (with you!!)

Any comments or additional points? Lol

Oct 10, 2015
1.21am
C

Notes: this is totally stupid writing

Just a stupid writing #2

The best thing I love to write on this blog is, I can write anything without hesitation that someone I know (friends, or colleague, or family member) will read this.
But the worst thing is, I wrote what’s on my mind now. What I felt, what I face, what I think….I just write down on this blog. If someday someone I know read my writing, well….that’s my bad…

Oct 10, 2015
1.14am
C